2weeks.

 April 27th,11:24a.m
Yes. Only 2 weeks left til my birthday! My sweet 16. Wow. Earlier this year my mom said I would get a car... only if my grades were good. And they were! May 11th my birthday is going to be the best day of my life! Its so crazy how time just passes you by. But i guess that's just life. People say its weird that I have an online journal, but i think its just fine. I get to express my thoughts, feelings, etc. When I'm mad I just get on the computer and type some more. My teacher likes it atleast. She lets me type in class. Sometimes I go on my FaceBook or MySpace but she doesn't know that. Lol;). Ugh.. I have a Doctors appointment today. My day was going so good then I just remembered, when my mom texted me of course, haa. Well I have to go time for lunch!

12:47p.m
I only have a little bit to be on the computer. My teacher is tripping! Probaly because I didn't do my homework for the 1st time in like years! Wow. She's a idiot. Im really pissed I have so much to write. To make a long story short. Guess who got nominated for HomeComing King? Me! Im so pumped. Well I have to go now. Probaly get on after I come home from the doctors.

7:19p.m
What's going on? Im still at the hospital. My mom said I have to stay here for awhile. She told me not to freak out and stay calm. I'm not sure why. But she was kind enough to bring my laptop. I hate being at the hospital. Reminds me of death. I don't like that feeling. It scares me. My arms are so sore, I've got about a total of 8 shots today. Needles? ew. I feel really tired and it's only seven o'clock. Ugh I want to go home! This is so stupid. The nurse says I have to get off my LapTop now. I'm kinda tired anyways. I don't know if its the drugs or just me but she's kind of hot.

April 30th, 2:56p.m
Im still in the hospital. My mom still hasn't told me why. I'm starting to grow curious. Why am I here? What's wrong with me? Things are getting really weird. Well I know for a fact that I do feel sick. I've been coughing off and on all day. My lungs hurt. But I'm kind of used to my lungs hurting but never like this before. They started to hurt in a weird way about two weeks ago. Kind of hard to breath when working out. Hopefully I get to go home today. This hospital bed is making my back ache. I hope I don't have to stomach flu or something. That would suck. I'm still wondering why am I still here? Why won't my mom tell me?

May4th, 9:02a.m
I can't sleep, I was up all night throwing up into a trash can. Ugh. I'm getting worse. Really sick. I have never felt this sick before. The Doctor has ran test on me for something. I just took a pill so I can sleep. At least the Nurse says it will make me sleep. I'm not so exactly sure though. Starting to feel drowsy.
Im going to get off the computer its still early.

May4th, 6:59p.m
My life is ruined.......

May5th, 4:13a.m
One of my biggest fears is death. Now I'm about to face it. My mom told me why I've been here for so long. I have lung cancer all over my lungs. You know how some people say their hearts are filled with joy? Well I say my lungs are filled with cancer, and that my hearts filled with loneliness. Death? I can't do this. Doctors say I only have one week to live. Or as of now 6 days. How can the best day of my life turn into the last?

May8th, 4:29p.m
Friends and Family memebers have stopped by over the past couple of days. Some crying, some afraid to cry.What's going through their mind? Everytime I see someone who I care about, I cry. I'm just going to be a memory. I'm not going to be on this planet anymore. BUT I'M SO YOUNG! I don't want to go, i want to live! If I beleive, I can get through this. You Know? I can do it. A fighter is what I am, and my next opponent is death. I'm going to beat it! I can pull through this! What was I thinking? Can't let the Docter just tell me what might happen. It's not going to happen. I have confidence in my life. Do you know what my name means? Mighty and strong! I can do it! Not just by myself, also with the support of my family and friends. We all beleive. And I plan to acheive. Anything is possible. But It's not going to be easy.

May10th, 9:34p.m
No no no. It's hurts so bad. It's getting hard for me to breath. This will most likely be my last message. I tried. I really tried. I'm hooked up to this machine I don't even know what it is. I have needles inside of me. Can't even type on my own, my mother is typing for me. Thank you mom and I love you once again.
Delorise(mom): I love you to hunny it'll be alright. Don't give up I love you baby boy!!!
I love my mom so much. She's my world, I told her even if I go I'll still be always here with her. Whenever she's scared, worried, lonely, or just need someone to talk to. I'll be there. Mom I was going to provide for you, when I got older. Me and you would of lived in the same house. Just so I could know that your safe. I love you mom. Remember when you were sore, how I used to rub your feet. Or when I cooked you or made you Peanut Butter and Jelly Sandwhiches for mothers day. Or in the 1st grade when I made homemade cards. I will always remember and cherish the time we have spent together. But don't worry mom, whatever happens tomorrow I will still always be there. If I die, I'll be in a better place. I'll be with grandma and grandpa. Lord knows I miss them so much. You have done so good raising a Smart, Talented, And Handsome young man. Mom I love you, your a strong woman. You beleived in me when no-one didn't. You was all I needed, I didn't need a Dad. You are strong enough by yourself. I feel like this is all a dream, I think its time for me to go to sleep now. But whatever happens, whether I wake up or not. I Love you mom, now can you please come kiss me to sleep. I always sleep better that way...

Khalil Rashad Perkins passed away the next morning the day of his 16th birthday. He lived a good life. Well at least now he can be finally reunited with his Grandma and Grandpa.

Free Write.

Ms Tango? wsup. This is my freewrite. THAT TEST WAS SO LONG! Why? Why? Why? At least im done now. Basically on my freewrites I just write what i am thinking. Do you think thats cool? I do. Hows your day goin so far? Mine is going pretty good. No Homwork today! So yeah. Im pretty excited for FBLA. I love speaking in front of people so it shouldnt be a problem. Is this Freewrite supposed to be 150 words? Well hopefully mine is. Once I think about it and dont take it to offense when i say this. Or type or whatever! But your pretty crazy Mrs. Tango you tried to run over your high school boyfriend? And he got in trouble? WOW. Lol. Right Now im listening to music typing this freewrite. Im listen to music on My dance team back in seattle. Yeah i dance isnt that kool? I think so. Im in the new video of ours they just uploaded it today. Its just old and new clips of performance and etc. How much words do you think i have written so Far? Im confused. Lol. If you noticed I am writing just about what i am thinking about. Andre just asked what to write about. I told him to do what im doing. Then you said be quiet and then you said next time we talk you will... then said nothing? What are you going to do to Andre? I know he has a big mouth, big head, stank breath, etc. But just dont hurt him Mrs. Tango! Please you dont want to lose your job. Lol but if you do decide to hurt him i'll help. Should be fun. Haha Andre's breath smells like garbage truck juice. Wow im pretty mean. Well? No. Just In a good Mood. I think Im done.

A blog for whatever..

This blog is for whatever. Im in class with everybodyy. There is a sub today. Do yu think everyone is doing what there supposed to do? No!!!! I mean im not perfect. Lol. But that is a different story. Dre who sits next to me is real goofy! Mrs. Tango i mean reallly goofy! i DOnt know if yu have noticed but I have! I really like this class , honestly it might just be my funnest and favorite class of them all! And no not just because yu let us go on facebook. Because this class is just... is justt..  AWESOME! lol. Thats all i have to say. Im so bored. Why weren't yu here today? This class is so dull? So boring? So just not fun, without yu in the class! Come back! Nooo dont leave! lol. See mrs. tango i am bored. Do yu see how i am writing? well i gotta go Mrs tango. This should be 115 word? I think it is? Is it. I hope it is? See i am so bored!

Wshupp,

Wshupp? Well as yu know im Khalil, Justt felt like posting a blog just for the fun of it. Its not so bad once yu get started, and start blogging. So yeahhh, "live life to the fullest".

Computer Tech Job.

If i were to have a computer tech job, if would have to be something fun, something i would like a Information Security Manager. Because they make over a $100,000 dollars a year. And that seems like the job for me.

School Sprit.

School spirt? Do I(Khalil Perkins) have any? As of right now no. Im going to tell you why. I'm a new student from seattle washington i haven't even been in Colorado for a month this sunday will be three weeks. So im just now starting to meet new people and etc. So i guess i just need a lil more time to adjust. Gateway seems pretty cool so far. I have alot of school spirt, but to be honest i really didn't know what the school colors were. Lol. So maybe next time when im out shopping i might get a couple of outfits that represent GATEWAY!!!! But until then everybody is just going to have to deal with the clothes i have, and i dont really have any orange sadly. I've noticed that alot people that go to Gateway have came from different parts of the world just like me, and i find that really cool. At least im not left out. I like doing these blogs im not sure why? Maybe because it makes me think? Oh well. Back to the subject, school spirit? Maybe if i see more people wearing our school colors then it might urge me into getting new clothes but until then. Im just going to live my life . 

-Khalil

Quote.

"You got to focus on yourself sometimes and nobody else.. .. cause nine times outta ten.. your the only person you can count on at the end.." quoted by my big bro. Damiko Cheatham.




I like this quote because what my bro said is really true. For example in class and yuor messing around with your friends. They cant make your grade better, only you can. Also if somebody was to try to do something bad with a friend nd they rat you out or tell on you. You cant count on them to get you out of jail, or change your whole life around only you can. This quote basiclly means you shouldnt follow after your friends, and become a leader and not a folower. Sometimes you have to do whats best for you and not for your friends.
Following after your friends can put you in bad situations at times. What  my bro is trying to say is do what you got to do. Do You... meaning do whats best for you dont worry about them haters or lames. Because if yu have friends in bad situations theyll try to drag you on down with them. Damiko(my bro) is a very smart man, he has came a long way in this world. And as well he is doing very good for himself.