2weeks.

 April 27th,11:24a.m
Yes. Only 2 weeks left til my birthday! My sweet 16. Wow. Earlier this year my mom said I would get a car... only if my grades were good. And they were! May 11th my birthday is going to be the best day of my life! Its so crazy how time just passes you by. But i guess that's just life. People say its weird that I have an online journal, but i think its just fine. I get to express my thoughts, feelings, etc. When I'm mad I just get on the computer and type some more. My teacher likes it atleast. She lets me type in class. Sometimes I go on my FaceBook or MySpace but she doesn't know that. Lol;). Ugh.. I have a Doctors appointment today. My day was going so good then I just remembered, when my mom texted me of course, haa. Well I have to go time for lunch!

12:47p.m
I only have a little bit to be on the computer. My teacher is tripping! Probaly because I didn't do my homework for the 1st time in like years! Wow. She's a idiot. Im really pissed I have so much to write. To make a long story short. Guess who got nominated for HomeComing King? Me! Im so pumped. Well I have to go now. Probaly get on after I come home from the doctors.

7:19p.m
What's going on? Im still at the hospital. My mom said I have to stay here for awhile. She told me not to freak out and stay calm. I'm not sure why. But she was kind enough to bring my laptop. I hate being at the hospital. Reminds me of death. I don't like that feeling. It scares me. My arms are so sore, I've got about a total of 8 shots today. Needles? ew. I feel really tired and it's only seven o'clock. Ugh I want to go home! This is so stupid. The nurse says I have to get off my LapTop now. I'm kinda tired anyways. I don't know if its the drugs or just me but she's kind of hot.

April 30th, 2:56p.m
Im still in the hospital. My mom still hasn't told me why. I'm starting to grow curious. Why am I here? What's wrong with me? Things are getting really weird. Well I know for a fact that I do feel sick. I've been coughing off and on all day. My lungs hurt. But I'm kind of used to my lungs hurting but never like this before. They started to hurt in a weird way about two weeks ago. Kind of hard to breath when working out. Hopefully I get to go home today. This hospital bed is making my back ache. I hope I don't have to stomach flu or something. That would suck. I'm still wondering why am I still here? Why won't my mom tell me?

May4th, 9:02a.m
I can't sleep, I was up all night throwing up into a trash can. Ugh. I'm getting worse. Really sick. I have never felt this sick before. The Doctor has ran test on me for something. I just took a pill so I can sleep. At least the Nurse says it will make me sleep. I'm not so exactly sure though. Starting to feel drowsy.
Im going to get off the computer its still early.

May4th, 6:59p.m
My life is ruined.......

May5th, 4:13a.m
One of my biggest fears is death. Now I'm about to face it. My mom told me why I've been here for so long. I have lung cancer all over my lungs. You know how some people say their hearts are filled with joy? Well I say my lungs are filled with cancer, and that my hearts filled with loneliness. Death? I can't do this. Doctors say I only have one week to live. Or as of now 6 days. How can the best day of my life turn into the last?

May8th, 4:29p.m
Friends and Family memebers have stopped by over the past couple of days. Some crying, some afraid to cry.What's going through their mind? Everytime I see someone who I care about, I cry. I'm just going to be a memory. I'm not going to be on this planet anymore. BUT I'M SO YOUNG! I don't want to go, i want to live! If I beleive, I can get through this. You Know? I can do it. A fighter is what I am, and my next opponent is death. I'm going to beat it! I can pull through this! What was I thinking? Can't let the Docter just tell me what might happen. It's not going to happen. I have confidence in my life. Do you know what my name means? Mighty and strong! I can do it! Not just by myself, also with the support of my family and friends. We all beleive. And I plan to acheive. Anything is possible. But It's not going to be easy.

May10th, 9:34p.m
No no no. It's hurts so bad. It's getting hard for me to breath. This will most likely be my last message. I tried. I really tried. I'm hooked up to this machine I don't even know what it is. I have needles inside of me. Can't even type on my own, my mother is typing for me. Thank you mom and I love you once again.
Delorise(mom): I love you to hunny it'll be alright. Don't give up I love you baby boy!!!
I love my mom so much. She's my world, I told her even if I go I'll still be always here with her. Whenever she's scared, worried, lonely, or just need someone to talk to. I'll be there. Mom I was going to provide for you, when I got older. Me and you would of lived in the same house. Just so I could know that your safe. I love you mom. Remember when you were sore, how I used to rub your feet. Or when I cooked you or made you Peanut Butter and Jelly Sandwhiches for mothers day. Or in the 1st grade when I made homemade cards. I will always remember and cherish the time we have spent together. But don't worry mom, whatever happens tomorrow I will still always be there. If I die, I'll be in a better place. I'll be with grandma and grandpa. Lord knows I miss them so much. You have done so good raising a Smart, Talented, And Handsome young man. Mom I love you, your a strong woman. You beleived in me when no-one didn't. You was all I needed, I didn't need a Dad. You are strong enough by yourself. I feel like this is all a dream, I think its time for me to go to sleep now. But whatever happens, whether I wake up or not. I Love you mom, now can you please come kiss me to sleep. I always sleep better that way...

Khalil Rashad Perkins passed away the next morning the day of his 16th birthday. He lived a good life. Well at least now he can be finally reunited with his Grandma and Grandpa.